Leave me?
11.30.2008
I'm alone here
without love from my best
they all leave me alone
look yourself
look aroud you
are you perfect?
think again,
think backLabels: Renungan, Think Back
p.e.r.f.e.c.t. ?
11.28.2008
then you say to me about my boyfriend
yes, it's real
i accept if he not perfect. i guess
but look in yourself. are you perfect?
are you better than him?
lookup yourself first - are you have not lacks?- , then you can lack ALL of him
i miss u
11.24.2008
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen
Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?
We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen
We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see
The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
buat yang suka sama Good Charlotte atau yang pengamat atau suka ma lagu
2 barat, mestiny familiar sama ni lagu. yapss, ni lagunya Good Charlotte.
terus, apa hubungannya sama judul postingannya, nad?hmm,, emang rada ngga nyambung sih. the world is black sama
i miss u menurut gue, ni lagu ngingetin gue masa
2 perjuangan gue di SD. semi UASBN, try out dari luar, try out dari skolaan, try out DKI
*gua ngga tau knapa skola di jateng malah dikasi soal2 di de-ka-i =="*, trus juga zaman gue kerajinan main ke sidanegara indah, komplek di belakang komplek yang gue tinggalin ini. gue kesana pasti pake motor. slalu bareng dhila, main ke tempatnya shisi. disana banyak banget kenangannya, trus juga masa
2 bimbel
yang gue tidur terus~ xD. semua itu berkesan banget bagi gue. temen
2 seperjuangan gue, yang kebanyakan udah pada mencar entah kemana. GUE KANGEN KALIAN SMUA! =))
spesial pake udan, si Shisi, bestfriend gue dari esde. skarang dia di Cirebon, masuk SBI-nya SMPN 1 Cirebon. trus si wahyu juga (sekarang di SBI-nya SMP 21 Semarang. daerah banyumanik katanya),
walo kapan ntu dia ke spizar buat ngambil ijazah doang. trus juga Vani!
yaolo van, kapan yaa kita bisa ngebut2an lagi pake motor yaa? kangen gue sama lu! trakhir ktemu kita pas tarawehan ye?. then ALL lah! Rafi, yang ahli banget nangkepin cicak, kadal
dan sebangsanya ituh. pokoknya gue kangen kaliaaan!
Reuni? impossible keknyah. soalnya uda bener
2 pada mencar! dan schedule kita tuh beda
2. saling tabrak gitu. malah ada yang mondok, sampe ke luar propinsi!
*untung ga ada yang keluar pulau atau sampe keluar negri . huffh*
makasih yaa kawan buat memorinya
kalian semua yang terbaik!
sayang kalian.. semoga kita bisa ktemu lagi yaa di masa depan =DD
Labels: curhat, kauand", MISSING THEY, remember the past, skul
sad stories
11.23.2008
hey para blogger[s] :)
seletah lama hiatus, posting gue yang tentang rank term ini jadi pertanda bahwa gue bakal balik ngeblog. hahaha
kali ini gue mo crita yang bikin gue sedih, kesel, sh*t-lah
jadi, di skolah gue ada program
study club. itu ditujukan buat anak-anak terpilih dari 3 mapel: matematika, fisika sama biologi. ntar yang kepilih masih harus dieliminasi lagi buat nyari yang terbaik.
ternyata gue kepilih di fisika sama matematika. tapi itu masih harus milih, yaudah gue milih matematika. karna pas itu gue masih blm terlalu suka fisika.
eliminasinya diadain hari Jum'at kmaren,
tanggal 21 ya kalo ngga salah? --a.
awalnya sih biasa, diterangin2 gitu. karna anak-anak matematik masi pada bingung aljabar, diteranginlah tentang aljabar ntu.
tau2 pembimbingnya ( Bu Ermy, guru math klas 7 di spizhar ) langaung ngasi soal eliminasi. wadefak! cuma dikasi waktu 7 mnit buat ngerjain 3 soal. emangnya gue apaan gitu 7 menit 3 soal? macem kompi ajaa.
yang lebih SH*Tnya lagi, soalnya tu soal-soal olimpiade! huhuhu.. jahatnyaaa. akhirnya gue kerjain tu soal pake nangis-nangis dalem atii. huaa! susah bangeet!
soal yang paling gue inget:
jika (a3 + a-3) = 16, maka (a6 + a-6) = x. tentukan x!
*kalo gasalah si gitu soalnya. rada lupa gue :D*
huaa. dapat dipastikan gue ngga lulus
sabtu gue liat pengumuman. GUE BENERAN NGGA LULUS!!
nilainya c+. sialan. dipajang di mading, diliatin kaka kelaas. MALUUUU!! :((
tapi seenggak-enggaknya gue udah berhasil masuk study club lah. paling ngga gue bisa ngerasain gimana rasanya masuk kelompok orang
"pinter". hehehh. masi ada kesempatan buat SMA. kalo berusaha dari skarang pasti bisa. yakan? =))
gue jadi inget kata guru fisika gue, orangnya tuh optimis banget
walaw suka diejek ma satu skolaan =)),
"kesuksesan mengandung 90% kegagalan"Labels: 7A, curhat, skul
hope[s]
11.15.2008
"...penantian 3 bulan
demi mencapai hasil terbaik
bekerja keras dan sungguh - sungguh
pertarungan tiada henti
benar-benar persaingan yang ketat
tiada celah bagi yang lengah
namun kini aku merasakan hasilnya
yang ternyata nyata, bukan imajinasi..."
HEYYAA!!
hasil raport term 1. tararararaaa[jeng]~
SAYA RANK 4! HOREEE~~
*izin hiatus lagi yaaa :DD*
Labels: 7A, gj, semi H I A T U S, skul